Should I?? SeXStoRY

I've been watching a lot of cuckolding vid's lately, its just so sexy seeing another man's wife being fucked right in front of him. Seeing her moan under another man's hard cock, her pussy filled up with the bulls cum, the look of total satisfaction on her well ridden face. But what I find most sexy, and what gets me turned on the most, is when the cuck gets to join in. Not in fucking his wife...........but by sucking the bulls big hard cock!! This got me thinking a lot, and I've come to realise why this turns me on so much.........i want to suck cock! The more I thought of it the more horny I got, imaginging the feel of it in my mouth as I took it as deep as I could, the veins bulging in that hard cock, the sight of the hard cum filled balls. I have been wanking myself silly at the thought of it ever since. Now I do not consider myself gay, or bi in that I do not have any interest in giving or receiving anal with a man. But I really want to know what it feels like so I'm trying to decide on whether I should act on my fantasy. I am nervous as hell about how I would go about realising my fantasy, scared that if I do meet a man that I'll chicken out. I would like some of you sexy xhamsters out there who have ever been in this situation to please get in contact with some advice, let me know if I should go ahead with this. Share your experience with me, did you enjoy your 1st taste of a big hard cock. So please, from a confused and horny member, get in touch.